Amanda Holden has shared a heartbreaking tribute to her stillborn son Theo to mark what would have been his 10th birthday.
Amanda Holden has marked the 10th birthday of her stillborn son Theo with a heartbreaking tribute.
Britain’s Got Talent judge and radio host uploaded a snap of what is believed to be her late son’s footprints and captioned it, ‘#Theo ..our gorgeous little boy …You would have been 10 years old today…not a day goes by without thinking of you,’ followed with a blue love heart emoji.
“It was to help me believe in my body again, to give me the confidence I could have another baby, and do it all again.”
Amanda continued, “I just felt like everything was my fault, and I felt so responsible — what did I do wrong?
“I’d had a Filet-O-Fish from McDonald’s the day before, and I panicked it was that or all kinds of things. I felt pretty neurotic. You really blame yourself. The sessions were about trying to make me have positive images about seeing a baby, and that it was going to happen. It really helped.”
Amanda has kept Theo’s memory alive by dedicating her single With You. At the time she explained, “The last lines of this song are “You took my life with you, Took my world with you” and so this is for Theo, our baby who was born sleeping and for Chris who stayed strong when I fell apart.”